Soooooo... yeah. Life sucks.

Vacation in Westervelde was A-ma-zing. On the last night we went to sleep at 3:45 in the morning That evening I slept great!
But after that first night since I've come back home, I've been having trouble sleeping. And I just can't figure out the reason! It sucks.

And all the iritations that I'd gotten used to at home (my brother, the boredness, my brother, the responsibilities, my brother...), I'm irritated at them all over again.

And on top of that, I'm getting fat.
We went swimming last sunday (me and my brother and my parents) and yesterday my mom told me I was getting a bit of a stomach.
MY MOTHER!!! SHE said that to me!!! Then it's really true!!!
And now I've heard that, I can't help but notice. It's not exactly huge, but it's there. I can *squeeze* my fat. Ew, that sounds gross. Forget I said that.
And Now I've thought about it too, and I've come to the conclusion that I've eaten too much unhealthy food the last couple of weeks, and excersized to little. It started when school ended and we had to learn for the exams. I didn't eat any less, but I didn't get my 25 minutes biking to and back from school every day. And that continued and continued, and now last week during the vacation, I ate quite some unhealthy stuff.

So now I've forbidden myself to eat much unhealthy stuff (goodbye chocolate... ) and I'm trying to eat less. No snacks during the day, more vegetables and less potatoes during dinner, and only tea and very watery lemonade for me. And today I had ice tea, but we didn't have much else which I could take to work. We only had Cola, Fanta, something I don't like and don't remember the name of, fruit juice (healthy, yes, but oh, so nasty ) and ice tea, so the last was the best option

Ugh. I'm hungry. I'm used to a cookie or some vla (I have NO idea what that's called in English ) at 9pm. It's 9.30 now, and I'm NOT taking something. Well, okay, maybe I'll take an apple. If we have apples. I'm not taking a damn orange! Maybe a banana...

That's that for my depressing journal. They all seem depressed lately... Oh well.